it was a moment so long ago


U took my breath away


picked up the pieces of my fractured heart and made it whole




Ur touch


Ur smile


the way U cared


i was so scared


U made me safe


teaching me to trust, believe




we shared so much


i thought it would last forever


to dream the endless summer


i miss UR caress


UR tender look


i miss UR love

i don't wanna love you anymore (lisa & me) 2008--12-16

(lyrics....no music....written by lisa & me)


As I sit here in our bed alone I wonder, what you’re doin now.


another outta towner


another night away


I’m lonely with my thoughts....all I have to say.


I’ve givin you 10 yrs of my life


3 babies....


all the love I have inside


I’ve been your perfect wife


I’m hidin’ in my Hagen Daz


chips & M&Ms to console my achin’ heart


I can’t do this anymore.


the fake smile


the perfect life


I can’t


I won’t


I don’t......wanna love you anymore..


You tell me you love me


that you REALLY care.


I don’t believe you.....not anymore


Cuz honey your actions speak louder than your words.


It hurts to know that you can’t love me the way I’ve been lovin you.


I’m not sure you ever did


I’ve given you everything.....I have nothing left to give.


I’m hidin’ in my Hagen Daz


chips & M&Ms to console my achin’ heart


I fake a smile so no one sees how badly you broke me


I show the illusion of a perfect life


I can’t


I won’t


I don’t......wanna love you anymore..


I’ve givin you my all


Every fiber that is me


You don’t feel the way that I do


You need to have your cake and eat it too


You deluded me to thinking that this is what I deserve


I’m hidin’ in my Hagen Daz


chips & M&Ms to console my achin’ heart


I’m takin’ me back


I know the value of my life


you can’t afford the price to have a perfect wife


I can’t


I won’t


I don’t......wanna love you anymore...


......I can’t, I won’t, I don’t......wanna love you anymore.

below the above 2008--11-18

don’t go there


life is in despair


full of disrepair




assumptions of right or wrong


you don’ t know


you can’t belong


raw sewage


spewing from within


truth only a prison for your thoughts


facades


fake places


upside down is rightside up

lost in translation 2008--11-18

when the bottom falls out


there’s no safety net to catch you when you fall


swirling alone dark confusion


twisted


lost in translation


making it up as you go down


purpose ended on the farthest side of town


long ago never more


lost in translation


delusions of grandeur suddenly swept away


abysmal desolation is no consolation for the games you thought you’d play


making your way through the sewers of life


lost in translation
lostlostlost in translation

lyrics without music 2008--11-17

i’ve been afraid to dream

since you shattered what was left of my broken heart

night screams

sunset colors pink,

yellow, purple hues

and midnight blues

you were never my knight in shining armor

you were only there for the good times

you you you

it’s all about you

i should hate you

you stole my world and turned it inside out

you might think this is about you

don’t flatter yourself

you can’t have it

learning to live with me 2008--10-30

i am complicated...full of contradiction

i am optimsitic ..... quick to find fault with myself

i want to be famous .... but don’t want the ‘spotlight’

i am slow to anger .....easily hurt..... quick to forgive

i put others needs & feelings before my own

i need to feel loved

..... i get lost and am often left on the outside looking in .....

i burn the candle at both ends .... i don’t want to miss any experiences

i have many regrets .... i would not change a thing i’ve ever done

i am a work in progress ......

do you have the patience to help me grow?