.....i've been going through the gray boogies lately.
thinking about all the people that have gone on to the party. i know they are there. having a great time. laughing....dancing....reminicsing.
but i am still here. and i feel alone.
i'm not ready to go to the party yet......but i was not ready for them to go either.
how do i learn to live again with all these holes in my heart?
