thoughts on why i write

i am not, shall we say, the most eloquent of speakers.  but i do have a large storage tank full of thoughts. they run the gamut all the way from trivial (my shoes look pretty today) to profound (if money weren't an issue, i would spend all my time helping those less fortunate than me) the problem being that i have issues with verbalizing my thoughts. somehow on the little highway between my brain and my mouth things get all muddled & confused.....yet these very same thoughts while traveling on a different & longer path from my brain to my fingertips seem to not find any detours or roadblocks on their journey and come out making quite a bit of sense (even if the sense is NONSENSE! ;) tee hee)

i was quite excited today to discover that i have FOUR ACTUAL FOLLOWERS....four people who truly are curious to know what profound (or inane) thought will next spring from my fingertips!!!!!

suffice it to say that today being thursday, i don't have a whole lot on my mind.......but i wanted to take the time to thank you, yes YOU!!!! for perusing my thoughts and when you feel compelled adding your 2cents to the comments!!! you are AWESOME! :)

i would love to know if there is anyone else out there in cyberspace that knows i exist but just hasn't taken a moment to join club-judianne.........hello? anyone? are you out there?

i guess that's all i wanted to say right now.....stay tuned, i may become profound later today :)

RubberBands

i wear rubberbands on my wrist.
my mother wore rubberbands on her wrist
my grandmother wore rubberbands on her wrist


mom & grandma wore the old style red rubberbands that came on newspapers. they wore them to remind them to do specific things or be in certain places at certain times.....

i wear the NEW rubberbands....these ones are wider and stronger and more colorful than the old fashioned kind..... these ALSO have words, slogans or sayings imprinted on them.....i have many different colors blue green purple day-glo ...and many different sayings 'PRINCESS' 'LUCK O'THE IRISH' 'THE ROAD AND THE RADIO'

but i have two very special bands.....
one is white (glow-in-the-dark) and it says PAY IT FORWARD
the other is yellow and it says LIVE STRONG

i wear one in memory of each of my parents.

my mother's life philosophy was to do good deeds for others and expect nothing in return, and especially if someone shows you a kindness ~ pass it along and show someone else a kindness too....PAY IT FORWARD

my father lived strong he was the solid foundation that we built our family on. he never complained. he lost his battle to cancer last december. LIVE STRONG is the Lance Armstrong Cancer Foundation

just wondering

does chocolate REALLY soothe the raging beast?

Georgie-isms & Luke-saids

When i first met Luke and George a little more than a year ago.....their speech was almost non-existent. Their dad, Tom...my grammar school classmate and birthday buddy, explained to me that for unknown reasons both boys are speech delayed and they are attending a special needs pre-k to try and help them catch up so that by the time they get to kindergarten they could be reintegrated into the 'mainstream' class. 

Over the past year i have had the joy of watching them grow and develop and learn LOTS of new things. One of the most amazing things is they have both mastered the computer!! NickJr games is their favorite place to go. And one of the MOST EXCITING things is hearing them learn how to speak. In one year's time, they have progressed from grunts, screams and pointing to 3-5 word simple sentences!!! Their vocabularies have grown by leaps and bounds and they are now almost caught up to their age appropriate levels and we have high hopes of them both entering kindergarten in the 'regular' classes!!!!!!

As with all kids when they first learn to speak, they mispronounce words and say things kinda grammatically funny. George has a tendency to drop the first syllable of words - for instance my name (judianne) became anne and he pronounces his own name using the spanish word gorgie (first g sounds like a 'h').  Luke loves to sing the songs on NickJr, he has to work very hard at it but his speech is becoming clearer and clearer everyday and not only has he learned to spell both his first and last name, but he can also count to 10 in spanish! (george & i are working on counting to five in chinese!!! heheh) i know i'm going to miss Luke's 'mouth full of marbles' as he learns to ennuciate his words.  

I am so very proud of them! Today, i sat down and wrote a list of all my favorite words and phrases that i get to hear Luke and George say every day.  I will cherish this list.

GEORGIE (4.5yrs):

(hands raised palms outward) SOWEEEEEEEE
(one hand up palm out & waving) soweeee anne snot you tuwrn.....sdaddy's tuwrn
(said over the shoulder as he's running) 'mon wuke wet's go pway
(while jumping across the floor) wabbit wabbit (he's a frog)
my name horgie
more please juicer
more please hopsicles
more please sicken (chicken nuggets)
go donalds (the GOLDEN ARCHES!)
watch yego (Go Diego Go)
no go swaight (straight) go wight (right)
i bite you
i find you (you found george)
i hold you (you hold george)
i find me (here i am!!!)
i MAD!

LUKE (5.5 yrs):

yo ya ya ya (yo gabba gabba)
team zumi zumi (umi zumi) mili geo bot
fwisher no fwishing (swiper no swiping)
tasur (tasha), awtin (austin), pablo, niqua (uniqua) and tiwron (tyrone)
power dog (flower dog - nick jr character)
NO PATIENCE! PATIENCE GO NIGHT NIGHT
patience georgie! (heard while boys are playing in the bath)
no pee-pee potty. pee-pee potty night night
no night night! night night go night night
NO (fill in the blank with whatever you want luke to do) (repeat same word) GO NIGHT NIGHT
now lukes turn
time out georgie (brings the red time out chair to wherever georgie is)
police car......am'blance truck
hopperchopper (helicopter)
wanna go fraight (straight)
L - U - K - E spells GOOFBALL
B - L - A - C - K enter

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it's my birthday & i'll cry if i want to cry if i want to cry if i want to

Three hundred sixty-five more days have passed.......i am another year older (and as the saying goes......deeper in debt!

friday was my birthday.....i had to work. i was supposed to get off early but i still left later than i had planned. i rushed home. it took me two & a half hours to get there.  TRAFFIC SUCKED. i went to tom's house first. the girlies were there and had tangled hair. he needed my help. tammy came back but we had to rush because we had a seven o'clock date with destiny.................actually it turned out that a group of our classmates came to meet us at bucca di beppo in the City for dinner to celebrate....but i'm jumping ahead of myself......who is this 'WE' that i keep speaking of?........my bff tom & i share the SAME birthday.....only he is 365 days 7 hrs & 20 minutes older than me ;)

but i digress.......

we were running late.....we had to get the boys ready and then to my house to get rob & so i could take a shower & change clothes......we were late! we finally got everyone ready & in the car and traffic was at a standstill..........good thing tom knows the backroads....we made it to the City in only one hour!!!

dinner was at bucca di beppo's delicious....we had calamari & bruscetta as an appetizer, antipasti salad and apple walnut salad, spaghetti with meat sauce, ravioli pomodora, chicken parmigana, grilled salmon with pesto sauce, garlic smashed potatos and spicy italian sausage....and for dessert cannoli and cheesecake and the piece de resistance.......a SAINT HONORE CAKE from DIANDA's

time-clock tick tock

if you wake up tomorrow and the world seems the same as it is today. will anyone notice?

i can't take this on again off again. needing me now....then pushing me away again. don't you see i know the score. don't you understand i see the writing on the wall. the signs are all there. i am not crazy. it's not just in my head. one day you'll wake up only to discover i am gone and this time i won't come back. deliberate. permanent. forever. you won't be able to hurt me again.